What Happens When You Jump

Summer 2008
I have to say the truth, dear Presence:
My way is not fun, creative, nourishing. It’s tiring, stress, fear and worry producing, boring, monotonous, lacking in fun, spontaneity, warmth, adventure. The rule “I can’t be with people till I get every idea done” keeps me inside, driving, buying, alone, grim, angry.
I don’t know what to [...]

Spring 2008
My worry, fear, shame, sadness; my grief, is that I miss 97% of the opportunities that come to me where I could respond differently. I may appear courageous and a victor, but really I have not been doing the work. Or at least not that work; the work of new behavior. I look at [...]