What Happens When You Jump

A great source of my suffering has come from comparing myself to some concept of “standard”.
Also believing that I am outside of, separate from the Universe of All. The sad belief that I was not good enough and needed to somehow become good enough to be allowed in. It has begun to shift. As there [...]

November, 2008
I often have opinions of my feelings, what comes up…that it is too trite, that I shouldn’t be so bothered by “this”. Another way I choose to view it is that it IS important. It’s of UTMOST importance. Because life is not a race nor a goal. I won’t be good enough “someday” and [...]

This moment, it doesn’t matter to me if anyone reads what I write.
That feels like a relief, for in that, I give myself permission to write what I want, how I want. I can be as mouse visiony as I choose and hopefully receive nourishment from it. I don’t have to please anyone. I don’t [...]