What Happens When You Jump

Every feeling I have I want to feel now, as it appears.
For who knows?
It could be this feeling is of dying.
I could be dying.
And I know I want to be aware when I die.
Therefore I want to feel every feeling as it occurs.

Summer 2008
I have my period again. That juicy well-oiled feeling coursing through me fully, thickly.
I was hanging clothes on the line thinking,  “What could be better than this?” and realized: It’s not what it is, it’s that it is. It doesn’t matter what I’m doing, it’s that I am doing it. That anything , all [...]