What Happens When You Jump

Summer 2008
I breathe you. I try.
Where are you and why are you not breathing with me? That is why I labor. You stand below Life, feet stuck in the belief of stuckness. Waiting. Still. Unmoving. Afraid to be noticed, seen, breathed by life.
You are a substance to be inhaled and exhaled by Creation. We breathe [...]

I asked for things to crumble, but I thought it would be with the security of “knowing” something, which would be a rail to clutch as all dissolved and swirled into the next right thing. I have been experiencing again how much I struggle to hold on when something is trying to die (change).
How many [...]

Spring 2008
My worry, fear, shame, sadness; my grief, is that I miss 97% of the opportunities that come to me where I could respond differently. I may appear courageous and a victor, but really I have not been doing the work. Or at least not that work; the work of new behavior. I look at [...]