What Happens When You Jump

I asked for things to crumble, but I thought it would be with the security of “knowing” something, which would be a rail to clutch as all dissolved and swirled into the next right thing. I have been experiencing again how much I struggle to hold on when something is trying to die (change).
How many [...]

Summer 2008
I have to say the truth, dear Presence:
My way is not fun, creative, nourishing. It’s tiring, stress, fear and worry producing, boring, monotonous, lacking in fun, spontaneity, warmth, adventure. The rule “I can’t be with people till I get every idea done” keeps me inside, driving, buying, alone, grim, angry.
I don’t know what to [...]